February 2012
88 posts
Love all outing but hate e way the outing is ended
Disappointed bcos at e beginning of each outing I tel myself this time will have a different outcome
But end up? Fake hope to myself !
Who understand? Bottom up my emotions? I Dn speak up, I smile but who noes the sorrow behind ?
为了不吵架，为了respect 她，苦了自己，伤了自己。who noes the feeling? Who understand? NOBODY!
I Dn like to force. I...
到底是什么
如果是朋友，我也不必在做多过我本分的事了。
如果是情侣，对不起，可能，我们看法不一样，分开会是最好的回忆。
每次出去，离别时是最痛的。
一次又一次的rejection是我一次又一次的绝望。
明明已经逼自己不去想她对不起我的过去，可是一次又一次的rejection, 勾起所有的fuck up memories again.
他妈的。微笑离开，是我的假面具，也是她想看到的。
面对她，我不懂的如何坦白。明明自己不开心，也要装出来，因为那时他要看到的！
Fuck up! Life is so painful!
I seriously wanna tear down my mask and say: look, if rejection is ur forte, go ahead . Don waste each other time bcos it’s...
Jus admit it
She’s fuck up.
Thank u.
Single life
Single life single life
Wan slp, jus go slp
Wan go out, jus go out
Enjoy nw, until my next lady of my life comes in, I will be a gd bf :)
就快了，很快要来了:)
Time to go out Liao
:)
Slp so many hrs. Time to go out for dinner and my fav !!!!
:p
Once u feel e best
Once u receive e best treatment, any future reduction in e treatment, I feel uneasy :/
My colleagues and their partners speak on e phone every now and den. While my phone is always silent :(
Last mth still gt calls every nw and den .. Now? Hahahahah
Thats wad I mean back to square one.
If the gd treatment is only meant to be temporary , I rather I did not receive that short term...
Jealousy issue
Most of the time; A jealous woman is a faithful woman. If she doesn’t get jealous when someone has your attention, it’s because someone has hers.
Now I know…….
Upcoming days
Great. Won’t be in office for the next 2 days :) applying leave in march oso! Alr chose e date, planning to go travel. Deciding the venue :)
Thanks to alan’s tummy ! I sprain my neck ! Omg !
Nway, since majority of my friends alr noe :) shall update here.
In the midst of gg thru SPF inspector position interview :)
All my colleagues who know abt it is...
Hate liars
Sorry but I hate liars .
Once a liar always a liar
LEOPARD NV CHGE IT’S SPOT!
狗改不了吃屎！
Effort tries
If I made effort once and I Dn see e result, clearly… It shows that the prb doesnt lie on me :)
Ok. At least I made effort to prove that I’m nt e one in fault :)
骗子
Say wad will reply if see my text, say wad I nv take initiative to contact. It’s e same result wad . Seriously why do I make myself look so miserable each time ?
Fark it ! I Dn believe anymore !
不值得
我们都放手吧。
Let fate decide
Shortly aft I made a wish to god
I tot to myself, god has been really nice to me
I had several gfs before. Pure puppy love, no intimacy, jus mutual attraction to each other.
Some of them are really nice girls and there were only 2 which I wanted to settle down with in my life.
When I was at my lowest pt, god send another girl who fulfilled all my criteria. All I wanted. But she came at...
Oh my god
When will god be nice to give me someone who really appreciates me for everything I can afford to give , or, someone who misses me n love me more den I do
My surrounding frens seem to find theirs .. Can I let go of e past and get a PERFECT girl that is in my thought ?
Stressed VS desserts
Reason y I love having desserts whenever I’m unhappy
Stressed, if you spell it backwards…
It is DESSERTS!!!!!!!!
Bored bored bored
Whenever it’s 12Am onwards , I feel bored :/
Frm poly to uni, oso nv have e habit to slp early :/
Even nw at working phase, my colleagues are all amazed by my energy especially at night :)
But .. Singapore is jus too boring ESP when it comes to nite time ..
I wanna go traveling !!!!
手表的故事
今年的special day, 我终于得到她送我的第一份礼物：手表
我真的很喜欢：）
早上起来，一定要开起来看，才去上班。睡觉前也要看一下。
她以为我不喜欢，才没有带它出门。
真正的原因是：她说是我们一起度过的最后一个情人节。那么，这只表，也将是她送我的最后一个礼物：／我怕我会弄坏。我不想连最后的情人节礼物，也弄坏：／
很开心，那件衣服和表，是她今年送我的第一分礼物。
I really treasure dem. Until I Dn dare to wear e watch out :(
I Dn wanna spoilt e last vday present :(
*shooting star, pray that she won’t scold me again * :(
Gd nite . Time to relax and...
同一个
同一个地方
同一首歌
同样的回忆
之差同一个她，陪在自己身边。。。。
Definition
An intimate relationship is a particularly close interpersonal relationship that involves physical or emotional intimacy. Physical intimacy is characterized by romantic or passionate love and attachment, or sexual activity. The term is also sometimes used euphemistically for a sexual relationship
Conclusion :
jew is not in a relationship !
Cool ! Not obliged to commit nor be...
为什么
有些人，对女友只是average,可是他们的女朋友都很听话，两个人很粘在一起。
我觉得自己好失败！
Hm sweet Hm
Spent my Friday meaningfully :)
Ok ! Time to rest :)
Nite world !
原因
我已经没有利用价值了吧。
以前与现在
以前：when someone tells me
Stuff, I will straight away confront her, scold her, without giving her a chance to explain= lack of trust. 爱错了方式。
End result: she Dn reply. I get angry
现在：when someone tells me stuff, I choose to ask her again, double confirm, let her noe hw I feel. An expression to let her noe I jus wanna double check. Nv even put in vulgarities anymore.
End result: I get screwed ,...
Totally not
The type of gal I’m looking at :)
Basic criteria still dere
1. No vulgarities
2. Not smoking
3. No drinking
These are 3 basic rules I look out for in a girl. The fundamentals .
If I’m learning to refrain frm using vulgarities in text, I Dn see y ppl are picking it up
Environmental factor? Personality changes? Up to individual
As of now, I’m gg to f off as...
Smart asshole tag my blog?
Hello:)
U earn $ by spreading legs ah?
U earn in rupiah ah?
Sorry my laobu very class , definitely u r too ugly to be my Lao bu.
Haha. Ur typing, act lian typing definitely portray u r more like ur laobu! Haha! Brainless mom of urs give birth to brainless u?
I PITY U! Hahahahah!
Oh yes. Forget to say, this is my blog :) wanna scold me back? Seem like u cannot ! Hahahahah! Install...
Still v angry
Fuck up bitch!
She’s a bitch. Only how to scold and scold
Ya la atas ppl Ma. Can scold
I low class ppl. Dn tok to me lo.
Tok to her , everything oso wrong
Biggest spoiler of the day : fuck ungrateful bitch
If she doesn’t noe how to respect ppl and communicate properly, I won’t bother replying her qn. Waste of time
Bitch
Fuck up bitch .
Ccb. Keep quiet not bcos I’m scare of u . It’s bcos she is not class enuff to worth my words. Bitch! Fck herself la .
And what “I Dn feel in a relationship with u”
My ans to her: wake up her idea. I made myself clear. She’s jus a Fren . Fren Dn need relationship . Fck off
So
I was a toy?
Fun?
Obvious
Obviously she doesn’t wanna give me any status.
Y lead me on den? I hate this. Stop it !
Cos I look stupid to everyone ?
Most miserable journey Hm
While driving to and fro Hm earlier , it was the worst 60 min of my life !!!
Actually while driving to eunos, I was alr feeling very very terrible :/ but I don wanna make anyone worried . So I drove abit faster den usual.. Becos I need to LS!!
Stomachache !!! And guess wad, now I have rashes all over my body and my left eye is abit swollen :/
Omg. I’m sooooooo dead :/
Flashback
Once she said she gt seminar, I waited for her at her staircase for 2 hr with awfully choco muffin for her, she was out with …. That nite
Nvm.
Bought her Agnes b ring, waited for her again for 3hrs, she said she’s out with dad, den I saw her dad and mom … She was out with …
Once a liar always a liar
Great. Suddenly these flashbacks come back bcos my colleagues were...
ZzzzZzz!
Omg ! I fell aslp in a office ! And I check e time, it’s like 1hr plus !!!
Felt like back to sec sch, how I fall aslp in class !!!
Dn like
The fact that I have to care for another person :/ so Ma fan … Waste time , effort. Sorry I cannot commit. Someone taught me this before :)
So nw, everything I cut short :)
Dn waste time, Dn waste effort. Hahaha! Dn need to commit and care abt another person .
I’m jus doin wad I was taught :)
The time I enjoy most is at work, with my colleagues and close frens! Everyday...
Lazy to get out
Of the house !!
I wanna continue watching tv till I fall aslp :)
Jus wanted to tok abit more
But :/
The distance really greater
Tired die me
So tired die meeeeeee!
Wanna go rest Liao!
Wa!!! Really tired aft shopping and buying things for myself :)
Happy Friday!